Thursday, November 08, 2007
2:11 PM

Hai.. jia lat.. until now i dont even know how to do cashflow statement.. and accounting CA is coming in abt 3 weeks time? Saded.. i managed to get a B grade for Advanced Accounting I.. wanted to maintain it for this sem.. but.. think its impossible.. ACII.. cashflow.. requires double-entry.. and my double-entry sucks to the core.. die lah.. gonna mug like mad .. nx week.. and ever since sch reopens.. i nv really study at all.. and aduiting got 4 chapters to study for CA.. sigh.. my hope of getting a A for audit and accounts is quite hard.

Sometimes i wonder.. am i really a good friend to some of you.. i dunno. Each and every one of them say i have a serious attitude problem,when i think i never change at all since pri sch and secondary sch and even ite. Guess.. i've been thinking too much bah.

I just feel that,我做人,做到很失败.That time when i enter ITE,i thought i have a chance of getting into a poly,and now i screwed it up,because im weak in accounting.Even if im not weak in accounting.. and my GPA is still stuck at 3.. whats the use.Unless its cca points help me gain a place in a poly,i dont mind.But.. i now dont even want the poly badminton team to accept me already.Ever since inter-college is over,seriously speaking,i everynight have nightmare.The last match that i play.. actually can win against the west pple.. its because i didnt play hard enough.. and results CC gals team 1 get second.. i dunno.. i dont think im a very good badminton player.. nor a good double players.. nor a good teammate and senior.. i dunno.. although i say i like badminton very much.. but.. sports is nv really a permanent job eh?

I dunno lah.. i shouldnt have come into this world. 2006 has been an unlucky year for me. Become a scapegoat for some1.. money lost.. until now i dont even know whether i've doing right or wrong.. dunno lah.. im not mature enough to think that deep . I'm still as innocent as ever.

I JUST FEEL THAT IM NOT A GOOD PERSON LAH. AS A FRIEND ALSO A FAILURE. THANKS FOR THOSE PPLE WHU WANTS ME TO CHANGE BUT I WANT TO CHANGE , BUT I DUNNO WHY IM STILL LIKE THIS. I HOPE THAT TIME WHEN I GOT HEADCHE,GET HOSPITALISED,GO OPERATION AND DIE LAH.

Dont ask me abt this entry if anyone of you IS READING. I WILL NOT TELL YOU anything.

please respect my privacy. thanks.