Tuesday, February 05, 2008
11:29 PM

Think im skipping sch tomorrow.. but i scare mrs lee angry leh.. cos tomorrow morning 8-10 got concert.. then after that resume lessons till 12.. but s&w lessons is cancel.. hmm.. most prolly after the concert can leave le lor.. but i guess alot of my classmates r pon-ning.. so.. hmm.. aiya scold jiu scold lah. CNY even leh.. whu got the mood to go to sch sia. -.-

Morning went to see the uncle after sch.. didnt know ms lam so good sia.. dismiss us one hour earlier.. then the class was like zhen de jia de? lol.. luckily she dimiss us early.. by the time i reach the uncle house.. no costumer.. hahas. Hai.. shoulder still pain sia.. is it telling me to stop playing badminton le? COME ON MAN!!! im only 19.. turning 20 soon.. how can ask me to give up playing badminton at this age.. hais.. and if it is not for filson i wont be continuing playing badminton.. >.<. HAI.

I have a very very bad cny this year. :/

I dont think im a good senior.. a good player.. nor a good friend. If u all find me didnt meet your expectation. Too bad. Im not a 10o% perfect human. 人是会有缺点的.. and i admit i have alot of weakness. So? Because im a human being. If she think its my fault go ahead. I know you wants me to change but need time to adjust/absorb it. Maybe its because im stubborn and im still stuck at the same place. Maybe. I dunno. Since i cannot meet your expectation,im sad to tell you. 我达不到你的要求.

I didnt say aniting back cos i didnt want to spoilt our friendship. I just scare once i burt out my feelings.. our friendship is dead. Hai. Dunno lah. Just hope this few days we think through.

I wanna change skin leh. But i dunno how lol. :/