Saturday, March 01, 2008
11:46 AM

Today is the first day of march.. meaning.. 9 more days to exams.. and 10 more days to my 20th birthday.. hai..

Been going over to grandma house during weekends to study for the past 2 weeks.. like.. didnt really absorb alot of things leh.. i thought i go there can study .. i mean memorise auditing .. but like not effective at all leh.. and now im still wondering if want go over to grandma house to study.. cos.. firstly.. now raining.. abit lazy go out.. plus.. keep taking bus to pasir ris.. bus fare.. no money.. and i like just top up yesterday.. haiya.. dunno lah.. i thought of like stay at home rest.. sleep abit.. then at night go my house downstairs.. or rather opp Monfort de mac to study till night time.. then go home.. dunno leh.. hais... sian diao.. this term's GPA gonna be damn low.. very low!!

And erm.. mr koh nominated all the badminton players for the cca award.. not only me.. at first i thought he only choose me and kl.. but its not lah.. he choose those whu took part in the inter-college tournament for the past 2 yrs... which is 2006-2007.. hai.. i love my badminton days here in bishan ite.. but but.. :/

I think i'll go down to grandma house later.. all the most stay till night time then come home bah.. X_X.. dunno lei.. if i shut down my computer and study.. can bo? bu zhi dao lei. :(

I still think i destroyed my chance of getting to poly,again. :(

I am such a failure lah.

im not a good person

im not a good senior

im not a very good player

im not a good friend.

everything abt me is sucks lah!