Saturday, April 12, 2008
9:16 PM

Wah.. i now really post one entry per week seh. Well,its been a week since the poly applications results was out. Mine.. -Unsuccessful. Expected.. hai.. make me pin ALL my hopes at RP.. in the end.. saded.. my ite classmate siti got into RP's sports and leisure mangement though.. guess her GPA is better than me and hence she got in instead.. ha..that time i was thinking.. scally i get in.. i might be in the class as her.. hahaha.. dunno ...

Some of my friends r starting their sch on monday or nx monday.. ha.. good luck to you all hur. I am still enjoying my life LOL!Seriously speaking.. i really dunno what i want to do lah.. i forgot to put TP's retail mangement as one of the 5 choices.. i think tat course not bad leh.. all the most come out and do sales promoter related job lor hahahaha. Haiya..but i still think it's best to study what you like lor.. but.. you study what you like doesnt mean you'll get good grades.. that is what my brother everytime told me.. hai.. he and my dad scolded me being stubborn again.. sports where got good.. 可以当饭吃吗?OK!If you want me to say a true thingy.. i tell you.. I WANT TO STUDY BADMINTON THIS SUBJECT. BUT IM NOT ELIGIBLE ENOUGH TO GO SBA COS MY SKILLS IS NOT UP TO STANDARD.Thats why i want to study sports.. which covers everything.. hai.whatever lah.either i really go study private sch..again sports .. if not.. wait for nx yr..though i doubt the chances is slim =.=

I wasted 2 yrs in ITE.. thought can go poly.. in the end.. HAHA.. heaven is playing trick on me again. Maybe 2 yrs ago i shld really listen to my brother and retake O levels.. maybe now the situation will be super different.. or.. I become doubly hard while studying at ITE.. and score at least a B for accounting.. but i didnt.. ha.. maybe figures dont like me and i dont like them.. and that's why i did badly for accounting..hahahahha.. sigh.

I've been thinking about YOU again this few days .. i dunno why.. i saw you online.. have the urge to msg you but.... dunno what topic to chat.. and.. whenever i listen to avril lavgine complicated and when you're gone .. i will think of you.. i dunno why.. if there's a chance.. i will tell you i like you before.. but.. if you accept .. i'll reject.. i dont think i am a good gal nor a good galfriend ... and.. you're already attached.. i shld drop the thought of it but.. this shows that.. i've really like you for 5 yrs .. since sec 3 ..

Maybe i shldnt have live in this world at all. ALL R AGAINST ME.