Sunday, October 03, 2010
12:25 AM

I was looking forward to today, because, after 6 months... i finally can meet my animals! In the end ... only 2 of them came ... kinda disappointed.. and.. bought too much.. and.. left over food quite alot .. and my dad was like saying next time no more bring friends over for steamboat... roah... angry. Partially also my fault for getting some of the foods, when i thought i could finish it in the end.. i chunk everything into the fridge.. and out of anger... i threw some left over food down into the bin... damn angry. I threw those left over food down into the bin is because... i blame those who didnt come today... those supposed to be coming.. didnt turned up in the end .. but the one who didnt really give a confirmation came instead... WHAT IS THIS ?!?!??!?! And this is the first time i organized this gathering ever since eunice flew to new zeatherland ... kinda disappointing ... fine. Im not going to organize this kind of gathering again. Im going to meet individual by indiidual. Group gathering i'm not going to organize again! Wait later another disappointment ...

Like what i had said previously in my previous post.. or 2 older posts before... true friends really hard to find ... especially at my this age.. sigh.. whatever. 死了最好,什么事都不用去想. Since like dunno how long death this word appear in my mind ... i dunno why today im thinking this.以前我会这样想是因为很多缘故...不过那些缘故我把它们抛得远到不知道的地方. AHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Going back to school in... 9 days time? Time past by fast.. going to make new friends/classmates again.. sigh.. some of my coursemates went to KL for study trip.. woah.. envy .. maybe nx time in the future should grab the chance ..

Ok.. think im going to hit the bed soon. Headache...

OH! After so long.. i finally use skype to video-call with my merlion!! HAHAHA.. will be doing that in the future.. probably during weekends when my sch starts.. haix... 5 hrs ahead(new zealand timing).. :\